As Doña Carmen’s strength waned, the urgency of our interactions increased. One afternoon, the doctor at the community clinic pulled me aside, bluntly stating, “She’s very weak. I don’t think she has much time left.” The weight of those words settled over me like a storm, yet I carried her carefully to a taxi, noting how she gazed out the window as if seeing a city that had grown unfamiliar in her absence. Before entering her home, she requested, “Diego… when I die, don’t let them throw away my things without checking the wardrobe,” and once again, I promised. In those final days, the small, routine gestures I performed—preparing chicken broth, reading aloud, adjusting blankets—transcended their mundane nature, becoming the medium through which I expressed the respect, attention, and care that she had been denied for so long. One night, her fragile grip on my wrist revealed a surprising strength as she whispered apologies for not being able to pay me, and my heart broke as I assured her that she owed me nothing. But her eyes, glistening with unshed tears, conveyed a history of guilt, loss, and enduring love that could not be repaid with money. I realized then that the compensation she sought was not financial; it was the restoration of dignity, a human connection that she had missed with her own children, a chance to reconcile with her past in the only way that remained possible.
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