In the hours and days that followed, his doubt became louder, not quieter. He repeated his demand with a confidence that felt rehearsed, asking staff to document it, telling my family in the hallway as if he needed witnesses to his suspicion. I begged him to wait, to let my body heal, to let us leave the hospital before dragging us into accusation, but he dismissed my pleas with a calm that felt cruel. He said that if I had nothing to hide, I should not be upset, as though pain were proof of guilt. Exhausted and cornered, I agreed to the test, not because I needed to prove myself, but because I wanted the truth to silence him. Swabs were taken from all of us, my baby whimpering softly as if sensing tension he could not understand. My husband walked around with an air of triumph, telling anyone who would listen that he only wanted peace of mind. I stayed quiet, holding my child close, trying to stitch myself back together while waiting for results I believed would simply end his suspicion. When my doctor asked me to return for a consultation a few days later, he did not come with me. He said he was busy. I arrived alone, expecting perhaps an apology delivered through clinical professionalism. Instead, I was met with a look that made my heart race before a single word was spoken.
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